tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71235025659701222292012-02-11T08:31:03.021-08:00Just Another StoryThis is just another story of a girl..omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123502565970122229.post-77801996066102404122012-02-11T08:27:00.000-08:002012-02-11T08:31:03.034-08:00It hurts so bad..Why can't you just see how hard this is all going for me and what I'm going through?<br />It is really necessary to add more problems for me? Please.. understand my pain.<br />I really can't help but feel as if I'm alone in this.<br />Am I invisible to you? ..I know I shouldn't be saying this, but..<br />It's all just so hard. It's still being processed in my mind.<br />Please..someone. Please..<br />Help me.<br />Give me a break..please.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7123502565970122229-7780199606610240412?l=justanother-me.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123502565970122229.post-52897984806839079212012-02-10T05:15:00.000-08:002012-02-10T05:23:16.596-08:00Please.. Please let this year be a successful and happy year.Ignore the older posts. I know I could have deleted it but I just didn't feel like.<br />I don't think I have the time to blog as much as I used to now, so I guess this blog would just be for certain occations and stuffs. As some of you might have already know that I have a daily-blog. Yeah. <br /><br />This year hadn't been great for me.. its just the beginning, I know.<br />*sighh..<br />I'm scared. I'm tired.<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HpcFP0eCojI/TzUUkbDsqmI/AAAAAAAAAPA/VEHICcmLJv4/s1600/246665_1583094276717_1816548671_994739_1130340_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HpcFP0eCojI/TzUUkbDsqmI/AAAAAAAAAPA/VEHICcmLJv4/s320/246665_1583094276717_1816548671_994739_1130340_n.jpg" width="320" /></a><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show"> </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">RIP Diyanah Bahrin</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">at the age of 12. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show"> (Birth date: 18th February, 1999)</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show"><i>While everyone else live life normally as if nothing happened. Somewhere around in the world would be people grief-ing over their beloved ones. We might not know or see it, but in this world.. people are dying. We just don't know it. It could be your neighbor's-neighbor.. it could be some random stranger. It could be anyone. I finally understood. The pain of losing your loved ones is just so.................. </i></span></span></div></blockquote><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">You know.. I've never really experienced the pain of losing a friend. I've read them but never expected it to happen to me. <span style="font-size: large;"><b>9th February, 2012</b></span>. I lost a dear friend, <b>Diyanah</b> a.k.a Didi. She's such a beautiful young yet nice kid but God decided to take her away. This is all just too sudden and shocking. Even I myself couldn't believe it. I practically grew up with her. I cried that day when I heard the news in school. <br />"<i>How is that even possible!?</i>" I kept asking myself. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">She was fine a few days ago.. She looked so healthy and all! No one expected her to have..leave us forever. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">This is just too cruel. She's so young! ..What's more, her birthday is just a few days ahead! <b><i>18th February</i></b>! <br />Oh God.. why. I'm sorry that I couldn't pay my respect to you and your family, Didi. I don't know where you are now, but my dad told me that you're in a better world now. I really wanna believe that it's true. Could I? <br />I'm sorry that I hadn't talked to you for so long. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you were upset. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">You're such a nice friend to me. We shared so many memories together. We've been through such hard times together too.. we were so close. You were there for me through time.. thank you. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">I don't know what more I could say. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">I just wanna say that I am sorry and that thank you so much for everything. This is all still so hard to believe. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">Didi.. please. Please, I hope that you are happy. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">I'm not sure, but I'm glad to hear that you were really happy before you <i>disappeared away from this world</i>. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">Forgive me.. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">May God(Allah) always be with you. Please be happy. </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">You'll always remain in our hearts</span></span><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> ♥</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">Rest in peace, my friend.</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="text_exposed_show">I love you </span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7123502565970122229-5289798480683907921?l=justanother-me.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123502565970122229.post-3913427248578774842011-05-27T09:17:00.000-07:002011-05-27T09:17:31.587-07:00I tried to tell you, but you just shut me out.<br />I tried to ..i really did.<br /><br />I felt as in someone just punched through my chest.<br />I feel emotionally messed up.<br />Sometime.. I can't help but cry and wonder..<br /><b>"When will this all end?"</b>. Back when I was younger..<br />Everyday I pray and wish.. <b>"Oh, when will I get older and be a teenager?"</b><br /><br />Believe me... I was somehow wrong.<br /><i>Childhood</i>, lets just say.. being a child was the best thing of all.<br /><br /><br /><ul><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Worry-Free</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Stress-Free</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Care-Free</span></li></ul><br /><br />Its just that.. now there's so much things going on.<br />Everything seemed to be falling apart!<br />..<i>life, problems, stress.. issues</i>.<br /><br /><br /><br />But in the end.. I know, I learn.<br />Yes, I miss going back in time where I don't really have to care about how '<i><b>fat</b></i>' I am or how '<b><i>ugly</i></b>' I look and things like that etc.<br /><br />But I know.. Everything that I've gone through, I take it as experiences,<br />I'm one step closer to <b><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966; font-size: large;">Paradise</span></u></b>.<br /><br />That's just life.<br />We learn, we fall, then we get up.<br /><br />Thank you,<br />Friends, family.. for everything. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7123502565970122229-391342724857877484?l=justanother-me.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123502565970122229.post-78762348745248493272011-01-18T21:26:00.000-08:002011-01-18T21:34:49.766-08:00<div style="color: black; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Went to school, did usual study.. LALALA. <br />I didn't get in to guitar club. FML </div><div style="color: black; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: center;">So I joined English Drama (again). Its not like its a bad thing. </div><div style="color: black; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="color: black; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Oh wells... Life is so far so good..? </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">Give Me</span> <u><span style="color: #6aa84f;">FRE</span><span style="color: #76a5af;">EDOM</span></u><span style="color: #76a5af;">. </span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7123502565970122229-7876234874524849327?l=justanother-me.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123502565970122229.post-17710990047578036892011-01-17T03:52:00.000-08:002011-01-17T03:52:40.454-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Welcome to </span></b></span></span><s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">MY Fantasy</span></span></b></span></s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> </span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #93c47d;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #93c47d;">TESTIN</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">G TES</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">TIN</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">G ONE T</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">WO THREE! ;)</span></span></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7123502565970122229-1771099004757803689?l=justanother-me.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>omgItzzTHEMhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16204468681346746240noreply@blogger.com0